ME???

WIN OR LOSS?

I came way too far
Far enough I can’t return to my home
Far enough I can’t encounter the happy me
They say ‘Move Forward ‘
That’s what you born for
That’s what your aim is
But does it Worth if it meant to lose yourself?
Does it worth if it meant to swallowed by your own shadow?

‘Fly towards sky’ , But I grew up in the land
‘Raise yourself a wings’, But my legs are my decades’ assistor.
You might expect me to destroy the canoe,
who assisted me in traversing the watercourse
But I, I want to repair it again and again
Endure the similar affliction again and again

Will the victory really worth?,
if I go against me, if I became my own enemy
They say ‘But it’s for you’.
Is it?
Are you sure there won’t be a ink of guilt spilling all over my white canvas?
Are you sure the little daisy won’t change into deadly night shade??

I waited long enough
Long enough earth is tired twirling round sun
Long enough trees grow old and leaf turn yellow
Not knowing I was meant to attract it
Not knowing I was supposed to receive it
They say it’ll worth every thing at last.
But I guess God was biased against me
I was too late, I don’t fathom it..
I lose

July 6, 2023

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Only love 💕,

Prashamsa Adk

Sad Ballets.